Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I'm not perfect

I 'm not perfect. I have a big mouth, I say shit I should not say. I am to honest and my expectations for people are a little to high.

But here's the thing, there is really not anything that I would not do for someone if asked. I go out of my way to make people happy and to make people like me (also a fault I suppose) I ask very little in return. I ask for honesty no matter what the situation is. If you don't like me that's cool, just say so. If you don't want to be friends with me, cool. Just say so. If my kids totally loves to hang with your kids but you can't stand me. Fine, we don't have to hang, drop your kids off and let the kids play we don't have to sit out back and have cocktails while they play.

There is nothing more heartbreaking to me than to think I am friends with someone than to find out all along it was one sided.

Nothing worse than being good friends (or so thought) with someone for years and to find out that you were not.

Rule of thumb, if someone talks bad about other people to you they probably have no problem talking bad about you to other people also.

2 totally different issues going on, just having a bad week in the friend, or lack there of, arena of my life.

And because I have totally lost all anonymity of my blog I am sure this will give folks yet another reason to decide why I am not cool enough to hang with the cool kids. Funny, you think all of these issues and feelings, pains die in High School but a last they do not.

My own fault for not being able to shake it off. Just not as fabulous as others are I guess.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

OK Boitches

I have been MIA for a few reasons. First, I have been working my tail off building a new business and it has pretty much sucked the life out of me.

Second, my blog has lost the anonymity that made it so much fun to write to start with. Part of the reason I started writing was because I needed a place I could unload and say what I wish I could say to people's faces but can't due to basic human courtesy. It's no fun to write about the shit my kids do or the people in my community who annoy the f out of me when I have to see them the next day in carpool or some other social function.

I am going to need to make a decision about this little space and decided if I am going to close up shop here and go hide someplace else or just close up shop all together.

If I close up shop and move somewhere else I will not announce it here, my guess is a few of my savvy followers will find me rather quickly because they will have a new follower with a vulgar name :-)

My blog Facebook page remains a place I can post things I can't say on my personal page because it is no longer personal now that I am friends with my mom, mother in law, business associates and 100 relatives of my husbands who I would not know if I ran into them on the street. 

Sounds like mama has some thinking to do~
Peace out Boitches